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Since I absolutely can't stand people who smokes and are oblivious to the surrounding non-smokers' disgust and health, I found this post highly commendable.


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The conscious & the unconscious,

When aligned, I would like to experience it. 
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Sometimes I wonder, as one ages, our thoughts become more complex. Is this our wisdom or limitation?

I wonder a lot. I think a lot. I guess everyone does as well, but to their own extent. 

Sometimes, I get so caught up with everything around me, I forgot what's life, what life means to me. And perhaps I think too much. 

This period is highly spiritual to me. I've never connect with my inner self so intensely before. It scares me but there's something more than just that. 

And life become so overwhelming, sometimes you just wish things were simpler, your mind to be less complex. Different people perceive situations, issues different, and take on different approaches. And when we've decided that we just want to call it quits, what does it mean to each one of us? My Mom says, "If that's the approach, you wouldn't be able to prove your worthiness, your true value." But I ask, "To whom we want to prove? Someone who let you down, someone who upsets you, someone you love dearly, or yourself?" And how would we truly know what is the origin? When we start being honest with yourself? Sometimes that's not sufficient. Our unconscious being is constantly blocked, and I believe the true being of one is within our unconscious being. Our conscious being has friended doubt, the traitor within ourselves which we constantly hear in our minds (and our environment). 

I still have no idea where the path is leading me to, but I perhaps have understood the lesson already.
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Airholes make echoes

One of the most reflective period of my life. 

And also the hardest.

What will I become after I've get through this? What's the aftermath?
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Don’t you know sometimes,
When it feels like someone put a hex on you?
Well, I felt like that.
I was blaming myself.
I was cushioning my fall.

Hold my arms back when they beat me.
Leave me in the ditch when they kick me.
Sever my limbs and deceive me.
Sometimes life isn’t easy.
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Cillian Murphy

Thanks Jeff Maziarek

I'm stretched here, there, somewhere here, somewhere there... Touching and feeling my way around in the dark. I can't see my hands. I don't know how I'm going to make it, but I know someday in the future, all these will pay off. I'm after all doing things that I enjoy and love. Somehow or another, the path will be clearer and I will be able to see the light at the end of the tunnel.

I know I will.
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Ninja disappearance

It doesn't take a miracle to raise a heart from the dead

I sift through the ash
I look for a sign
I open the wound
That keeps me in line

The shoulder that turns
The flame that goes out
The chapter I close
There's no point to it now

And can something changed
And still feel the same
The beginning's the end
I start all over again
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It's on bitch!

Final decision


Goodbye you anal douche! I won't say more but you're out!

And friends, please don't bring this person up again. I don't want to talk about it.
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I'm sprirtually active, but doesn't mean I've to have a religion.

"Atheism leaves a man to sense, to philosophy, to natural piety, to laws, to reputation; all of which may be guides to an outward moral virtue, even if religion vanished; but religious superstition dismounts all these and erects an absolute monarchy in the minds of men."
- Francis Bacon

"This is my simple religion. There is no need for temples; no need for complicated philosophy. Our own brain, our own heart is our temple; the philosophy is kindness."
- The Dalai Lama

"The great awareness comes slowly, piece by piece. The path of spiritual growth is a path of lifelong learning. The experience of spiritual power is basically a joyful one."
- M. Scott Peck