Say it's time. Maybe something is changing me.
Talking about it makes it okay.
Say you're tired of being
Someone enslaved in doubt
Now that it's your smile that keeps me smiling
Talking about it makes it okay.
Say it's time, maybe something is changing me.
Talking about it makes it okay.
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Jonas Bjerre, you're too damn talented for your own good. Agnete, you lucky bitch.


I miss you TCC. I prefer the desserts there than at Bakerzin. I've been wanting to go back and have my Strawberry Romantasia. Look at the goodness above. I really have to get back there ASAP! I don't usually drink coffee or like the taste of coffee, but the Chocolate of Wealth Frappé Coffee is so lip smacking good! After looking at their online menu, I've decided to try out all their foods when I've the money. Ky kept reminding about the German food plans.
I went over to her apartment which she has to live in for 3 weeks as part of her CDS. At first I thought was really cool, but hearing those creepy stories, I think I prefer to study and have exams. So anyway after that, I went for iG meeting, in which I reached home around 11 plus since I accompanied Jason for his super late dinner. I didn't want to eat even though I haven't had dinner because I scare I'll grow fat. I know my metabolism isn't really that high, so I put on weight pretty easy. Must watch my diet since my thigh muscles are still aching whenever I use them. Tsk. Annoying. And thus, I can't exercise. And there's practically no time either. I know I still have time to type here but my brain isn't really working at the optimum, so I think I'll best put the studying in the morning. Thank goodness school starts at 1 tomorrow. But it's some blardy test which I don't even know the format. Open book it may be, but I bet it'll be tough.
I'm gonna be super duper busy with iG in the future. Already two weeks of my weekends are occupied. Sorry Yockwen, we've to plan meeting up for your birthday another time ): I miss you. I haven't seen or heard from you for awhile. I do think about what you're doing sometimes, especially when I see you online. Hope you and Joseph are still happy giddy with each other ;B Okay, I sound so cheeky here.
But anyway, shout hooray for able to see Karen O and her "famous" antics on stage. Seriously can't wait to hear them live. The new album is awesome. Sorry Mew, YYY album seems like equally brillant though it's not fair to compare because they're of different music genres. Imagine my reaction if some productions managed to get Mew down here. I think I'll go hysterical for weeks. I'm hoping that they'll get more music artistes and bands for Mosaic next year, though I don't know if I'll be here. I'm contemplating if I should try for OSIP even though the countries that my course will post the students to are like Shanghai and Thailand. Not exactly what I have in mind. While, someone get a chance to have a study trip to UK. So envious... I wanted to go to UK like so badly since I was 11 ):
Okay, I better get doing something productive before off for my Halloween plans. Hope I don't piss in my pants. HAHAHA!
So anyway, school's a biatch. And so is some subject lecturers. I woke up like 6 plus. Went to school thinking that it ends at 11. They think it's funny to see students getting frantic and stressed out by insisting that lab lesson have to be held in labs and only had project grouping and briefing in 45 minutes. And people had to back and fro in like 1 hour time. And the sun is scorching madly. They told us we should be prepared for the unexpected. Puh-lease! This is the first sem which has labs in the first week, and I thought it applies for the rest of the other years as well.
Enough bitchin'. I just want to close my eyes and relax. The heat is not helping.
I should bitch less about school here. So annoying and boring.
But I felt the day was better whenever there's aircon. Really. The temperature here is like more than 33 degree celsius. There was free Nestle Frappe and cold can drinks outside the library. Being typical Singaporeans (not saying other people don't do that. But...), my girlfriends and I eagerly went to get them. We talked about our childhood days and toddlers and how parents and relatives pampers and dotes the boys too much that they become very nua (soft), while the girls on the other hand are like much stronger. I'm not saying that applies to everyone, when that's what we observe generally in our lives.
I kind of dreaded going back to school, but at the same time, I was a little excited about it. The thing that keeps me going is knowing that I'll finish the day and coming home to watch tv series and any upcoming exciting activities coming up the week/month.
I don't want to bore you readers out there about my 1st day of school. I fell asleep during a lecture. What's new? I have to stop this bad habit of mine. Anyone has any tips on how not to fall asleep during lectures?
I wish the weather here could be kinder to us.
So, semester break is coming to an end. It's scary how time flies by. I hear the groans and moans and whines and sighs and "God, don't remind me about it!" everywhere. Yes people. I see a more hectic, stress-filled 105 days/15 weeks coming up the horizon.
( What's up with holiday ) ( Bitchin' about timetable and school )
I probably shouldn't bitch about my timetable, since at least I got my own choice of cluster and have Hana in my class.
And there's quite a few important upcoming decisions to make. Sigh.
It was really nice of my cousin, Peiru to ask if I would like to watch it with her a few days ago when we're doing some catching up and I mentioned about wanting to watch Moon since it came out last week. We both just felt sad about the way things in our lives are (and probably we think too much). To be truthful, I'm worried about my future. And for her, she just felt that life is meaningless to her (which I thought was really depressing because at the state she is, I think she's doing better than me. But oh well, to each his own).
So I finally caught the movie today and I thought it's not bad. I can't say that it's for everyone and we both of us agree that the majority would think it's boring but I personally it was interesting and kept me wanting to know more. I won't be a spoiler and partly I'm lazy to review about it. Ha!
Oh, and it's a first time that I've got a handwritten movie tickets since the machine decided to go haywire, so in the end the staff guy had to write it down.
And I seriously love my cousin. She's fantastic! We're both very much alike except that for one obvious factor that I'm a health and neat, clean freak and she's on the total opposite (and I'm pretty stingy and she's very gracious and generous). The way we expresses ourselves, from what I observed, are unbelievably similar. I love the fact we can be so honest in expressing ourselves to one another and at the same time, there's this comfortable feeling, like we know what one another meant exactly. This is something I find that I'm unable to do so and feel this comfortable thing with anyone else. Most people would think that I'm being harsh and straight-forward. Also, I love how she's able to stable me when I'm feeling emotional. I hope things will still stay the same between me and her and to let her know that I'm always there for her.
BALEY BALEEBOOH!!! I"M FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
OMG! I've waited for today since the semester starts screwed up, like right in the beginning. I'm sleep-deprived, since I had less than 4 hours of sleep. This has got to be the worst sem I ever had. And the most unprepared exam. Everything is just last minute revision, cramp cramp cramp! No wonder my left shoulder ache is acting up again. And people, I know I'm known to have a short-fuse and get pretty angry right fast at times, but that's partly due to my left shoulder as well. No no no, I'm not pushing blame here. Ha! But it's true. My physician said to me before that because a particular nerve at my left shoulder got twisted to a different position where it's not supposed to be, and the nerve is connected to the, okay kind of hard to explain. But anyway, I'm irritable easily sometimes it's because of that nerve. It's not always me you know. Ha!
Anyway, I've quite a number of stuffs coming up during the sem break. But it's good! I don't wanna waste my break like I used to in the past. My weekends are already packed. So much activities. I love it! Ha! So long, it's not always being stuck at this desk and using the internet. Enough of being at the desk. I'm quite sick of it and it has worsen my shoulder ache. I need to visit the physician soon. Hmm...
Fuck it.
Fuck NMTB.
Fuck you distractions.
Fuck you internet.
Thanks so much for ruining.
It's Lykke Li not Kykke Li. As if her name doesn't look complicated enough.
And by the way, this song is no way referring to me. I'm not even a little bit in love with anyone (though someone is attached recently. ha!) Anyway, I'm happy for you my dear ol' friend :)
And damn, I'm cracking my head over the apel community reflection thing. Boring.
P.S. By the way I'm proud to say that my petition has hit the 230 mark. In two hours time after I updated the petition, the number jumped from 193 to 230. Power or what. And the management replied to my mail that they're trying to arrange something in the future :D
( Ron is as dorky as ever :D and Dan Rad still gives me the awkward vibes =/ )
But we definitely enjoyed the whole movie, that includes the awesome Cathay seats. So damn comfortable and lots of leg spaces. You don't even need to sit up for people who wanna walk through. It's that spacious... The whole cinema was fully booked. So that's about 400-500 people or more. Coolios! But definitely not cool when the movie's over and the toilets are packed full.
And I'm so glad that three of my favourite tv shows have been given the Emmy nods: Dexter, LOST and House M.D.
Micheal C. Hall aka Dexter Morgan and Hugh Laurie aka Dr. Gregory House made it to the Outstanding Lead Actor in Drama Series as well :D
I haven't watched much of The Mentalist so I can't say much about Simon Baker as Patrick Jane. But I definitely have heard good reviews about him.
So long folks. I've got to get back to my endless pile of school work. Nasty D:
Dear Mr. Martin de Thurah,
Thank you for being such an inspiration.
Sincerely,
Kai
P.S. You guys should check out his works here. They're all really amazing! I'm speechless because every single work he does gives me goosebumps. I'll talk about him and his work when I've the time. It's now 2 plus in the morning and I still haven't gone to bed when I've school at 9am. Stupid lab report.</div>

Conincidence much?
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Coincident or what.
(only Frengers would get this)
I wanna shave mine as well but I guess I'm not really prepared for it yet. My mom has already shown her objection. She's afraid that I might regret the decision and I've to face people's not very nice comments and look. As for my dad, he'll most probably ask my mom what's that all about and look at my bald head several times before deciding it's not a bad thing after all (he especially hates long hair because of the trouble taken to wash it and the messiness it creates, which is why I never had hair that went pass my shoulders. Ever.) Maybe in one or two years time, perhaps? Besides, the left side of my head is thinning since I can't control my tricho =/


