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22 May 2021 @ 08:20 pm
When I'm too lazy/busy/can't be bothered/too much time at hand... 

 
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Kai
08 February 2010 @ 12:51 am
Nothing matters to me more than my family and friends.

Thank you Pa and Ma. I'm still learning to be a good daughter. Thank you for your unwavering love, care, concern and understanding.
Thank you best friend, Ah yock, for being there for me, your opinions and trying to cheer me up when I'm at my lowest.
Thank you girlfriends for listening to me and giving advices. Thank you for those laughter, smiles, craziness and fun we shared.

Please forgive me for all the unhappiness I've brought upon you all.
Gratitude and appreciation for what we have in life is important so we would treasure them more.

I love you all <3
 
 
Current Mood: melancholy
 
 
Kai
31 January 2010 @ 11:56 pm
There's a drumming noise inside my head
that throws me to the ground
I swear that you could hear it
It makes such an all mighty sound

Louder than sirens
Louder than bells
Sweeter than heaven
And hotter than hell

As I move my feet towards your body
I can hear this beat it fills my head up
and gets louder and louder
it fills my head up and gets louder and louder

I run to the river and dive straight in
I pray that the water will drown out the din
But as the water fills my mouth
it couldn't wash the echoes out
But as the water fills my mouth
it couldn't wash the echoes out

I swallow the sound and it swallows me whole
Till there's nothing left inside my soul
As empty as that beating drum
But the sound has just begun
 
 
Current Mood: confused
 
 
Kai
31 January 2010 @ 02:51 pm
"Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover that for them we are just for passing time while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. So here’s a piece of advice; let go when you’re hurting too much, give up when love isn’t enough, and move on when things are not like before. For sure there is someone out there who will love you even more.”
 
 
Current Mood: thoughtful
Current Music: Coldplay
 
 
Kai
24 January 2010 @ 10:54 pm
 
 
Kai
24 January 2010 @ 10:25 pm
First step:

Honesty.
 
 
Current Mood: okay
 
 
Kai
21 January 2010 @ 10:23 pm
Please, curtains in. Start us off...
You swing first. Sorry.
I don't know what I said,
but you're crying now again,
and that only makes it worse.

Let me do my job.
Let me do my job.

Sylvia, get your head out of the oven.
Go back to screaming and cursing,
remind me again how everyone betrayed you.

Sylvia, get your head out of the covers.
Let me take your temperature,
you can throw the thermometer right back at me,
if that's what you want to do, okay?

Please, please calm down. Steady out, I'm terrified.
Sorry, I want us to ally, But you swing on little knives.
They're only sharp on one side.
 
 
Current Mood: lonely
 
 

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Kai
18 January 2010 @ 10:18 pm
I don't want to be bogged down by it anymore.












P.S. And there's no one really out there I can talk to about it.
 
 
Current Mood: melancholy
 
 
Kai
05 January 2010 @ 09:38 pm
Almost a week! Mustn't let my efforts go to waste. I can do this!!! Oohhshh!!

I'm halfway through...



P.S. I'm doing this post using my itouch. Ooohh! Ha!
 
 
Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: Beck
 
 
Kai
02 January 2010 @ 10:19 pm
2010  





That sheer energy power!

I think it's a great song to start off the new year.


P.S. But the audience look like they are sun-worship-tribal ritual. Hahaha!
 
 
Kai
30 December 2009 @ 05:24 pm
When I counted up my demons
Saw there was one for every day
With the good ones on my shoulders
I drove the other ones away

So if you ever feel neglected
And if you think that all is lost
I'll be counting up my demons, yeah
Hoping everything's not lost

When you thought that it was over
You could feel it all around
And everybody's out to get you
Don't you let it drag you down

'Cos if you ever feel neglected
And if you think that all is lost
I'll be counting up my demons, yeah
Hoping everything's not lost

If you ever feel neglected
If you think that all is lost
I'll be counting up my demons, yeah
Hoping everything's not lost

-Everything's not lost by Coldplay-
 
 
Kai
23 December 2009 @ 04:28 pm
 





I want to be a lilikoi-boy-lilikoi
You grind your claws, you howl, you growl unafraid of all colour
You run, you're free, you climb and dress trees - You reignite
You growl, you howl, you show your teeth
You bite, it's alright

Just say no more, use your eyes, the world goes and flutters by
Use your eyes, you'll know you are
Use your eyes, the world goes and flutters by
Use your eyes, you'll know you are

Why me, my boy, you burn so bright, do you illuminate?
One day you're out, you give up the fight, you slow down heart-rate

We all grow old, use your life, the world goes and flutters by
Use your life, you'll know you are
Use your life, the world goes and flutters by
Use your life, you'll know you are

Electricity wires are down, rainbow colours fade into brown
I dreamt you were smiling, shifting for good
Courageous boy, now you are gone

And run past the years, no place to go
Your spirit is grand, so life goes on
You are....... (light)
You are....... (light)

I want to be a lilikoi-boy, you...
You grind your claws, you howl, you growl, unafraid of all colour

Electricity wires are down, rainbow colours fade into brown
I dreamt you were smiling, shifting for good
Courageous boy, now you are gone
You run past the years, no place to go
Your spirit is grand, so life goes on
You are....... (light)
You are....... (light)
 
 
Kai
23 December 2009 @ 04:02 pm
While taking a break from rushing all the assignments given during holiday (how ironic), I decided to update what I've been doing the past few days.

What I've been up to )
 
 
Current Mood: blah
Current Music: Mew
 
 
Kai
12 December 2009 @ 11:08 am
 
 

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Kai
08 December 2009 @ 06:06 pm



I'm so screwed.

I try not to commit the same mistakes which I did those past few years. But old habits die hard.

I can only face the consequences now and hope not to commit the same mistakes again.


P.S. By the way, thank you so much for the snowflake cookies [info]poshing & [info]thalia_csiny :D (even though it's not edible hehe)
 
 
Current Mood: scared
 
 
Kai
07 December 2009 @ 02:26 pm


I don't usually like the sound of this kind of band but there's something about this band. I feel they're not some normal indie/alternative band. There's some classic golden oldish feel in their music and I love the arrangement of instruments. The Pitchfork review has hit some right spots that I feel but don't know how to express.

"That's largely because of Owens' enormously evocative voice, a hiccupy thing that feels like a direct descendant of every sad nerd genius in pop history. The immediate obvious reference point is Elvis Costello, but you can also hear shards of Buddy Holly and Roy Orbison and Paul McCartney and Morrissey. Owens never brays or moans or snarls; he sings simple songs about heartbreak with the internalized classicism of someone who's been listening to oldies radio in his sleep his whole life. He's playful; he has fun with it. But there's always a wounded, raggedy quaver at the back of his throat, one that implies worlds of hurt beyond the simple breakup songs he's singing.

Musically, Album is mostly sunny Beach Boys pastiche, but it's not the kajillionth indie attempt at orchestral Pet Sounds majesty. Rather, it's simple and forthright early Beach Boys stuff: compact guitar-jangles, sha-la-la harmonies, muffled heartbeat drums. It sounds great. And even though it has a basic core sound, Album manages to cover a lot of aesthetic ground in its 44 minutes."



I found a great cover for Grizzly Bear's Knife. I know it has this oldish feel and slow. I think I have a thing for oldies.

And again, I'm a sucker for acapella and harmony of vocals.

 
 
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Knife - Grizzly Bear
 
 
Kai
13 November 2009 @ 10:45 pm
18  
To best friend aka Domo fan, Pandajoyce, but I call Yockwen.


 
 
Current Mood: cheerful
 
 
Kai
12 November 2009 @ 10:09 pm







Say it's time. Maybe something is changing me.
Talking about it makes it okay.

Say you're tired of being
Someone enslaved in doubt
Now that it's your smile that keeps me smiling
Talking about it makes it okay.

Say it's time, maybe something is changing me.
Talking about it makes it okay.


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I can't stop listening to this song! Aaaaaaahhhhhh!!!!!!! I think I listen to this at least 10 times a day. But I bet the number is higher than that.

Jonas Bjerre, you're too damn talented for your own good. Agnete, you lucky bitch.
 
 
Kai
12 November 2009 @ 09:12 pm
 
Guess who's coming next? )</div>

Currently, this is what I think... )
 
 
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: The Killers
 
 
Kai
12 November 2009 @ 01:10 am

 


I miss you TCC. I prefer the desserts there than at Bakerzin. I've been wanting to go back and have my Strawberry Romantasia. Look at the goodness above. I really have to get back there ASAP! I don't usually drink coffee or like the taste of coffee, but the Chocolate of Wealth Frappé Coffee is so lip smacking good! After looking at their online menu, I've decided to try out all their foods when I've the money. Ky kept reminding about the German food plans.

I went over to her apartment which she has to live in for 3 weeks as part of her CDS. At first I thought was really cool, but hearing those creepy stories, I think I prefer to study and have exams. So anyway after that, I went for iG meeting, in which I reached home around 11 plus since I accompanied Jason for his super late dinner. I didn't want to eat even though I haven't had dinner because I scare I'll grow fat. I know my metabolism isn't really that high, so I put on weight pretty easy. Must watch my diet since my thigh muscles are still aching whenever I use them. Tsk. Annoying. And thus, I can't exercise. And there's practically no time either. I know I still have time to type here but my brain isn't really working at the optimum, so I think I'll best put the studying in the morning. Thank goodness school starts at 1 tomorrow. But it's some blardy test which I don't even know the format. Open book it may be, but I bet it'll be tough.

I'm gonna be super duper busy with iG in the future. Already two weeks of my weekends are occupied. Sorry Yockwen, we've to plan meeting up for your birthday another time ): I miss you. I haven't seen or heard from you for awhile. I do think about what you're doing sometimes, especially when I see you online. Hope you and Joseph are still happy giddy with each other ;B Okay, I sound so cheeky here.
 
 
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Talking About It - Diamonds for Eyes